All that was good has now been lost... My life is officially over... The one thing that meant more than anything to me is gone and I now have no reason to move on, no reason to wake up in the mornings anymore... I feel so ripped apart, like a huge chunk of me is missing... My hope is gone, my sadness infinite, and my happiness completely vanished. I have no purpose now, just an excuse to go back to bed and crawl in a hole and die. Why is it that something so great had to slip away? Why couldn't I have just known the future so none of this would have happened? I had no control over what happened, in yet, I feel so full of guilt... I've never felt the urge to hold on so tight... Fighting so hard not to let go, but it was useless and I had to watch it slowly fade away into the darkness...

All that was good has now been lost... My life is officially over... The one thing that meant more than anything to me is gone and I now have no reason to move on, no reason to wake up in the mornings anymore... I feel so ripped apart, like a huge chunk of me is missing... My hope is gone, my sadness infinite, and my happiness completely vanished. I have no purpose now, just an excuse to go back to bed and crawl in a hole and die. Why is it that something so great had to slip away? Why couldn't I have just known the future so none of this would have happened? I had no control over what happened, in yet, I feel so full of guilt... I've never felt the urge to hold on so tight... Fighting so hard not to let go, but it was useless and I had to watch it slowly fade away into the darkness...